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April
18

G20 backs early-warning plan

General | newstv | April 18, 2011,04:02

LEADING world economies agreed Friday to put the policies of seven major nations under a microscope as part of a plan to prevent a repeat of the global financial crisis.

The pact was agreed by the Group of 20 nations after months of wrangling. Under the deal, the International Monetary Fund will look at national levels of debt, budget deficits and trade balances to determine if a nation's policies are putting the global economy at risk and should be changed.

One potential shortcoming is that countries will not be bound to follow any recommendations that emerge.

French Finance Minister Christine Lagarde said the agreement marked "huge progress" on the path to more balanced world growth and said seven major economies would automatically be subject to review. Others could face scrutiny as well if their policies are found to be stoking global risks.

"The net is a little bit tighter for those countries that are considered of systemic importance," Lagarde said.

France is president of the G20 this year.

Countries representing more than 5 percent of the combined output of the G20 will be examined by the IMF under the deal.

The list would include the debt-burdened United States and export-rich China -- the two main economies at the heart of the debate over global imbalances. France, Britain, Germany, Japan and India would round out the list, officials said.

"Our aim is to promote external sustainability and ensure that G20 members pursue the full range of policies required to reduce excessive imbalances," G20 finance officials said in a communique issued at the close of a full-day meeting.

Some economists say global imbalances -- notably the gaping and persistent U.S. trade gap and correspondingly large surplus in China -- laid ground for the 2007-2009 crisis, which ended with the worst global recession since World War II.

The G20 has become the main forum to prevent similar boom-bust cycles. Agreeing on how best to do that has grown difficult now that the darkest days of crisis have passed ??.

Eswar Prasad, a senior fellow at the Brookings Institution and former IMF official, said the real test of the latest plan from the G20 rich and emerging economies will come once all the numbers are filled in and countries have to answer for policies that are deemed a danger to the world.

"Once the numbers are put on the table, that's when you'll start to see the pushback," he said.

The G20 appeared to offer room for countries to sidestep criticism. "National circumstances will ... be taken into account," it said without elaboration.

It said the global recovery was strengthening but warned of continued risks, including the political unrest in the Middle East and North Africa and the disasters in Japan.

Officials also agreed to keep working on a framework for determining when countries can use controls over capital inflows -- a sensitive topic for emerging market nations that are fighting inflation stoked by "hot money" from countries with low interest rates, such as the United States.

Brazil has resisted efforts to restrict the use of capital controls. "We don't want high levels of global liquidity to turn into problems for the Brazilian economy," the country's central bank chief, Alexandre Tombini, said Friday.

European Central Bank Governing Council member Christian Noyer said officials "made enormous progress" on the issue.

"We do not any more have two fronts, one saying there should be total freedom and never any measure taken, and the other saying each country should have total faculty to do whatever it feels necessary," he said.

Policymakers from advanced economies, led by the United States, have argued that emerging nations can combat inflows and price pressures by allowing their currencies to strengthen against the dollar. They say if countries were to do so it would help balance world trade.

Emerging nations, in contrast, blame near zero interest rates in the United States for sending investors elsewhere in the search for returns. Despite efforts by Brazil to weaken its real currency, it hit a near two-year high last week.

While China had been especially wary about the effort to set up a monitoring process, it welcomed the G20 accord ???6.

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March
30

Rush to buy housing for school places

General | newstv | March 30, 2011,06:18

ABOUT 200 people queued overnight Saturday to buy apartments at a residential estate in Longgang which was promising school places for buyers.

The estate has 300 apartments on sale for between 16,000 and 21,000 yuan (US$2,438-3,199) per square meter.

More than 90 percent of the apartments sold out on the first day, Southern Metropolis Daily reported yesterday.

Most of the buyers were attracted by the school places at Shenzhen Experimental School.

Also, a nearby shopping complex similar to Coco Park also attracted buyers, the paper said.

Two-thirds of the buyers were represented by agents.

Some people were using other people’s ID cards to buy more apartments, the paper said.

Residents with Shenzhen hukou (permanent residence permit) are not allowed to buy third homes.

Parents have started the annual scramble for school places for their children insect screen.

There were overnight queues for places at Shenzhen Nanshan Bilingual School, Shenzhen Evening News reported yesterday.

The school started registering preschool classes last Tuesday and planned to begin first-year classes Saturday.

There were only 100 places for the preschool, but 199 parents were vying for them at the weekend, the paper said.

A father, surnamed Lu, who played computer games to pass the time, suggested the school introduce a lottery system for places China company search.

The private bilingual school has a variety of English-language classes and was preferred by parents of children from Hong Kong and Macao living in Shenzhen.

The school charges 22,000 yuan a year.

“Enrollment is open to the whole city but there are limited places,” said school president, Jin Renlan.

Some of this year’s places had been allocated to people whose applications failed last year, Jin said.

 

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March
30

Rush to buy housing for school places

General | newstv | March 30, 2011,06:18

ABOUT 200 people queued overnight Saturday to buy apartments at a residential estate in Longgang which was promising school places for buyers.

The estate has 300 apartments on sale for between 16,000 and 21,000 yuan (US$2,438-3,199) per square meter.

More than 90 percent of the apartments sold out on the first day, Southern Metropolis Daily reported yesterday.

Most of the buyers were attracted by the school places at Shenzhen Experimental School.

Also, a nearby shopping complex similar to Coco Park also attracted buyers, the paper said.

Two-thirds of the buyers were represented by agents.

Some people were using other people’s ID cards to buy more apartments, the paper said.

Residents with Shenzhen hukou (permanent residence permit) are not allowed to buy third homes.

Parents have started the annual scramble for school places for their children insect screen.

There were overnight queues for places at Shenzhen Nanshan Bilingual School, Shenzhen Evening News reported yesterday.

The school started registering preschool classes last Tuesday and planned to begin first-year classes Saturday.

There were only 100 places for the preschool, but 199 parents were vying for them at the weekend, the paper said.

A father, surnamed Lu, who played computer games to pass the time, suggested the school introduce a lottery system for places China company search.

The private bilingual school has a variety of English-language classes and was preferred by parents of children from Hong Kong and Macao living in Shenzhen.

The school charges 22,000 yuan a year.

“Enrollment is open to the whole city but there are limited places,” said school president, Jin Renlan.

Some of this year’s places had been allocated to people whose applications failed last year, Jin said.

 

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March
24

Yuan rise outlook intact

General | newstv | March 24, 2011,03:23

THE yuan was steady against the dollar yesterday as market expectations of further appreciation of the currency offset a weaker mid-point set by the People’s Bank of China (PBOC).

In a sign of growing optimism that the government may let the yuan rise further this year, Yang Jianlong, an economist at the Development Research Center of the State Council, forecast yesterday that the yuan could rise at least 5 percent in the year.

“A 5 percent rise will be the bottom line for yuan appreciation this year, while the upward limit will be higher,” Yang told a forum in Beijing.

Lian Ping, the chief economist at Bank of Communications, said in an article published in China Securities Journal that now is a good time for China to let the yuan rise faster because China’s economy is expanding steadily while the global economy still faces difficulties.

Some dealers said the weak dollar in global markets would also pave the way for the PBOC to let the yuan rise gradually. The dollar index is now hovering around a 16-month low.

“The market remains confident that the yuan will appreciate solidly this year,” said a dealer at a Chinese commercial bank in Shanghai.

“That confidence makes investors unwilling to bet on a sharp pullback of the yuan even though the PBOC used its fixing today to signal that the appreciation will only be gradual.”

The currency has now risen 4.05 percent since it was depegged in June 2010, and 0.45 percent so far this year.

The central bank has all along used a tactic of taking two steps forward, one step back for yuan appreciation, partly to frustrate speculators. It uses the fixing, from which the dollar/yuan exchange rate may rise or fall 0.5 percent each day, to express its intentions on the direction for the currency.

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March
03

Abducted boy rescued in Shenzhen

General | newstv | March 03, 2011,04:05

A CHILD was rescued from abductors in Shenzhen after being forced to work as beggar and performer for two years.

    With the help of Shenzhen police, Shi Peng, 12, was reunited with his father at Fuyong Police Station on Tuesday.

    The boy’s father, who lives in Zhejiang Province, came to Shenzhen immediately. “I could not believe my eyes,” he said when he saw his son ?.

    Shi was abducted on his way home from school on a bus in 2009. He recalled eating a piece of cake he had been given by a stranger and then fell asleep. He woke up to find himself in a van filled with steel rims, stools and cages of snakes. It turned out he had been abducted and sold to a traveling troupe of more than 10 disabled people, children and two men who watched over the group. The youngest member was a 5-year-old girl, Shi said.

    For two years, the troupe traveled to many places in two vans, begging and performing. The two men threatened Shi that if he did not do as he was told, he would be starved and beaten.

    Shi said he had once tried to escape but was caught and badly beaten.

    He did not dare to try to escape again until a day in December last year, when the two guards were drunk at a birthday party. The troupe was then in Shajing in Shenzhen.

    The boy ran away, hopping on a bus and somehow made his way to Shenzhen International Airport. He stayed in the airport terminal for more than two months.

    Shi said a cafe employee surnamed Li and an air hostess whom he called Sister Lulu had taken care of him, buying food and clothes. After being asked repeatedly by Li, he finally told of his experienceroller screen.

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February
21

More steps to ensure food safety

General | newstv | February 21, 2011,05:18

THE government will invest more to improve county-level quality inspection centers to ensure food safety over the next five years in response to a series of tainted food incidents, domestic media reported yesterday.

The China Daily yesterday quoted Wu Jinsheng, director of the technological department at the General Administration of Quality Supervision, Inspection and Quarantine, as saying that less than half of China?s 2,862 county-level quality inspection centers were capable of conducting food safety tests.

Some provincial governments, including Henan and Jiangxi, had admitted over the past year that they lacked the personnel to conduct food quality inspections, the newspaper said.

Wu told the newspaper that the government could double the number of counties capable of conducting food safety tests, without saying how much money would be needed.

Wu said his administration was seeking to expand the number of qualified personnel from 93,000 to more than 100,000 by the end of 2015.

Food safety is a long-standing public concern in China after a spate of scandals involving contamination and illegal ingredients and additives.

The Beijing Youth Daily reported Friday that up to 50 factories in southern China?s Dongguan were producing about 500,000 kilograms of tainted rice noodles a day using stale and moldy grain, in the country?s latest food safety scare.

The cost-conscious producers were bleaching the rotting rice and using additives including sulphur dioxide and other substances that could cause cancer to stretch half a kilogram of grain into about 1.5 kilogram of noodles.

In recent weeks, a series of tainted food incidents ? tainted red wine, bleached mushrooms, fake tofu and dyed oranges ? were reported in domestic media, spooking consumers still wary of food quality after a deadly scandal erupted two years ago over contaminated milk powder.

In 2008, at least six children died and around 300,000 fell sick after consuming powdered milk laced with the industrial chemical melamine, which was added to make the milk appear higher in protein.

The government has been taking steps to improve the standard of food and medicine and Chinese lawmakers are considering harsher penalties for those who violate food safety laws, including prison sentences of up to 10 years.

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January
21

那年過年

General | newstv | January 21, 2011,05:32

讀莫言作品,首先看到了作者簡介:

某一年,父親被劃成右派。

過年了,莫言曾拿著碗到村里去乞討餃子。

這是作家莫言的一段童年往事,一段刻骨銘心的記憶。那飢餓的記憶卻成為一筆財富,成為激發他靈感的源泉,成為他取之不竭,用之不盡的創作寶藏。

這也就是所謂的苦難造就了這位偉大的作家!

(橫逆和困苦是鍛煉英雄豪傑之熔爐,受之則身心受益,不受則身心俱損——菜根譚)在過年時曾拿著碗去村里乞討水餃,這是作家莫言的童年經歷。

由此,不由得讓我想起自己的童年,那血色的童年,那刻骨銘心的冰冷記憶。

父親傾家蕩產建起的蔬菜溫室被付之一炬。

除了債,家裡已是沒有一分錢了。

就等著這收穫了,一家人就等著米下鍋呢!而且馬上就要過年了。

在我的記憶裡那個年是冰冷裡的,直到現在那冰冷還在延續。從身體到靈魂那都是刻骨銘心的痛,那都是刻骨銘心的冰冷。

在我的記憶裡,那個年是灰色的,它和年的紅紅火火有著鮮明的對比,有著天壤之別。那被大火熏得黑黑的牆壁,那遍地的草木灰,那被燒焦的植物,已由潮濕變得乾躁,已是灰飛煙滅。以至於每到過年,我就想起那黑色的天空,黑色的陰霾,黑色的冰冷。

在我的記憶裡,那個年是潮濕的,潮濕的沒有一點幹躁的氣息,如同這陰霾的天,如同這潮濕的露,那不是露,那是霜,霜是水的凝結,霜是水的結晶。

那個冬天是冰冷的,冰雪世界,冰天雪地的冰冷,而那個冬天卻是沒有一片雪花,卻是鋪天蓋地的冰冷,卻是令人顫栗的寒冷。那林子裡卻是滿樹銀花;冰河已結成了厚厚的冰,那冰層下的雨已經冬眠,卻是憋悶著窒息而翻上來。
  
那個冬天就是黑暗。
  
那個冬天就是潮濕。
  
那個冬天就是冰冷。
  
記得那個年,是這樣過的。
  
過年了,家家都在吃水餃。
  
母親也和好了面,調好了餡。

那餡卻是素的,沒有一片肉,只有幾個油腥。

餡,是大白菜。

餡,還有些白色的細小的豆腐塊。

那就我的童年裡一個冰冷的大年夜。

那就是我童年裡一個冰冷的年,一個冰冷的記憶,關於水餃的心酸痛楚流淌著血與汗的痛楚記憶。

雖在兒時,但是我知道那肉是香香的,包出的水餃也是香的,從嗅覺到全身的每個毛孔、每個細胞乃至於心魂深處,都是關於味覺最沉甸甸的記憶。我清楚的記得那一年餃子是苦苦的、酸酸的、澀澀的。
  
記憶如昨。

連一兩肉都買不起的歲月,那是怎樣的灰色記憶?

連帶肉的水餃都吃不起的日子,那是怎樣酸楚的日子?

今天,午夜不寐,將此以拙劣文字為記錄,不僅僅是記住苦難的日子,更要以此來做為消除浮躁的苦口良藥。

是的,曾經輝煌過,曾經風光過,曾經到達過這人生的頂峰或低谷。

它卻告訴我:

無論什麼樣的環境都要心靜如水、安祥若佛、隨遇而安、寵辱不驚。

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December
31

我多想有一位這樣的朋友

General | newstv | December 31, 2010,04:09

我多想有一位這樣的朋友 
可以是男人,也可以是女人 
我多想有一位這樣的朋友 
象親情,似友情,卻又勝過愛情 
我多想有一位這樣朋友 
在開心快樂時,會想到對方 
可以一起相互分享 


我多想有一位這樣的朋友 
在煩惱惆悵時,會想到對方 
傾聽彼此內心深處的苦悶,一起分擔彼此的痛苦 
我多想有一位這樣的朋友 
出去吃飯,喝茶,逛街都不會忘記叫上對方 
我多想有一位這樣的朋友 
工作累了,偶爾邀上幾個其他的朋友, 
一起去附近散心,游泳,逛街,吃燒烤…… 


我多想有一位這樣的朋友 
在一個人孤單彷徨時 
可以隨時打電話給對方。哪怕聊上一整夜 
能讓彼此感到輕鬆 
我多想有一位這樣的朋友 
在對方痛苦得無法自拔時 
可以放下平日的瀟灑,尊嚴和好強 
在對方面前放聲痛哭 


我多想有一位這樣的朋友 
在傷心落淚時,能真正安撫對方受傷的心靈 
我多想有一位這樣的朋友 
彼此會因為對方的鼓勵找回自信 
而積極的生活,努力的工作 
讓彼此看到對方是一個有陽光,有魅力的人 
我多想有一位這樣的朋友 
無法對愛人,同事說的話 
卻可以是彼此無話不說的知己 


我多想有一位這樣的朋友 
久了沒見,會彼此掛念對方,會發出關心的短信 
我多想有一位這樣的朋友 
我們有各自的生活,家人和愛人都可以是對方的朋友 
我們可以象親戚朋友一樣常來常往 
我多想有一位這樣的朋友 
在傷心難過時,能靠在對方的肩頭痛快的哭泣 


我多想有一位這樣的朋友 
常會收到對方幽默,關心,安慰的短信 
從而不覺得孤獨 
我多想有一位這樣的朋友 
能讓彼此感到愉快,能安慰,理解和寬容對方 
我多想有一位這樣的朋友 
真誠的,純粹的,不計得失的朋友!

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November
23

寒冷而溫暖的秋天

General | newstv | November 23, 2010,07:41

他們說這是個秋天,一個寒冷而又溫暖的秋天,我不敢苟同,只是癡痴的凝望著遠方的山,遠方的雲,遠方的目光還有寄望。

他們說秋日是溫暖而舒適的,而我則沒有半絲溫暖的感覺,那些被日光包裹的日子裡,冷風嗖嗖的,我唯有緊緊的裹緊大衣,讓自己的身子更加貼近衣物的肌膚。

陽光是懶洋洋的,連帶著人也懶洋洋的,我一個人走在這個沒有盡頭的山坡上,唯有寒風同行。那些光禿禿的山坡上有同樣光禿禿的果樹,葉早已凋零,樹幹早已褶皺成無法撫平的紋路。那些昔日的光輝,燦爛,輝煌也已經隨著秋葉的飄落而遠逝,一棵棵被無情的冷風肆虐,孤獨的守望著心中的信念。

信念,也唯有信念吧,否則那一季的寒秋,寒冬如何挨得過,春天雖然可以等待,可以期盼,但寒冷卻時時刻刻的提醒我此刻的現實,是的,現實裡我在寒風中哆嗦,現實裡我在無情的蔑視裡蜷縮,現實裡我在世俗的冷漠裡固執。

固執,那是你們賜予的言辭,評論,於我是不願承認的,但奈何你們人多,而我,只有一個人,一張口,也就不能再說些什麼。

我的思緒又飄遠了,這是個壞毛病,人群中我總是沉默,一個人孤獨的遠眺,眺望不知未來,不知方向,不知目的的遠方,只是遙遙的遠望,靜靜的守候,望那一眼回眸的微笑,等那一世牽手的溫暖。

坡上唯一的綠色除了那些倔強如我的麥苗和青菜就再無其他了,連曾經自喻為最為堅強的小草也不見了踪跡,灰暗的顏色讓曾經的誓言褪色,同時褪去的還有溫暖。我好像一直在說溫暖,似乎寒秋里最為渴望,最為實際的便是溫暖。

我是怕冷的,自然也就渴盼溫暖,一個擁抱的溫暖,一個微笑的溫暖,一個執著的溫暖,也可以溫暖被寒秋擊傷的僵硬。再多的衣物也無法抵擋那些暗傷帶來的無法痊癒的傷口,人總是在傷害別人的同時被別人傷害,而如今,我行走在哪一條路上。

冬日的蘿蔔燉排骨是一道上好的佳品,人常說冬日蘿蔔勝人參,於是我開始進食蘿蔔,以求身子能夠溫暖,燙慢慢的漫過喉嚨,抵擋胃蕾的中央,稍稍安慰一下難忍的疼痛。

寒冷讓我越來越無法適應這樣的生活,於是我的身體開始生病了,它們選擇從微弱到強烈的罷工運動,於是我感冒了,開始頭疼,胃疼,最後咳嗽,流鼻涕了。面對這樣的責難我無法迴避,也無法安撫,只是一個人任由它們欺凌,我能怎麼樣呢,畢竟我不是醫生,只能祈求它們早日結束這樣的憤怒行動,也唯有老天可以乞憐。

我的身體開始日日冰冷,再溫暖的秋日也沒能將它溫暖,再厚的被褥也未曾將它撫慰,再滾燙的電熱毯也未能解決我的難題,於是我就這樣,被寒秋給遺忘了,一個人繼續一個人的冰冷。

我沒法勉強,也學不來為難,只好為難自己,水瓶的人是不是生來的多愁善感,寒冷的秋天,我說不來討厭,學不來的喜歡,一個人不知為何的停留在這個寒冷的地方,一個人行走在不屬於自己的霓虹燈下,摸索人生的答案。

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November
15

找到自己的快樂

General | newstv | November 15, 2010,02:07

近些日子,女兒的工作有點不順,心情總是不好,所以我和她聊天的時間也就多了。有一天她說她很煩,問我該怎麼辦?我想了想之後,給她講了一個老掉牙的故事,告訴她,心情的好壞,是決定於心態,而不是決定於環境!

這是一個爛熟了的老故事,故事說:“從前有一個老婦人,她晴天哭,雨天也哭,有人問她為什麼哭,她說:'我晴天哭我的大女兒,她賣雨傘沒有生意;我雨天哭我的小女兒,她賣鞋子沒有生意!”後來有一天一個人給她出了個主意,老太太聽了之後,破涕為笑,天天在那樂呵呵地笑著!我和女兒說起這個故事的時候,給她留下一個尾巴,問她這個人給老太太出了什麼主意了,為什麼老太太竟然天天笑了!因為我想她是知道這個故事的,讓她自己去領悟吧!

女兒想了一下,終於對我說了,她說:“爸,可以叫大女兒晴天也進點布鞋來賣,叫小女兒雨天也進點雨傘來賣,這樣不就天天都有生意做嗎?有了生意做就天天快樂了!”我看了她回的信息之後,有點愕然了,這不是傳統的故事結果,這是一種資源共享的現代生存方式!傳統的故事說,那個人叫老太太晴天想著小女兒賣鞋有生意,而雨天又想著大女兒賣傘有生意,用交換思維讓自己快樂起來!然而女兒的這個故事結果,在現代的社會裡,不管從哪個角度來講,似乎更加完美現實一點。她給人的不是簡單的思維交換,而是實際的生存哲理;不是自欺欺人的生活方式,而是利用資源共享,互利雙贏!所以,突然間我覺得自己老了,跟不上時代了,古板的思維方式讓自己喘不過氣來,原本是要教導於她的故事,變成她來教導我了!她的故事結尾突破了傳統,又更加現代真實,不只停留在思維上的幻想,而是更真實地去做了並可以從中得到真正利益均霑的快樂!

這時我想起另外一個故事,據說之前有一本教科書,書上有一個問題是錯誤的,但因為它是教科書,所以沒有人說出它的錯誤,很多年來,人們一直這樣遵循下去!後來有一個小孩,他說了出來,開始人們還不相信,後來經過驗證,才證實這的確是個錯誤,並得以解決!其後我想起了安徒生的童話故事《皇帝的新裝》,大概,在這個世界上,大人們是既迷信又虛榮的。他們的思想古板而又傳統!同樣又有一個故事,那就是《兩個鐵球同時落地》的故事,二千多年前的亞里士多德的荒謬理論,直到十七世紀才讓一個叫伽利略的年輕人給否定了!那麼,之前就沒有人懂得嗎?也沒有人嘗試試一下嗎?或者是有人嘗試了,但最終沒有勇氣說出來!總之,人們讓這個歪理整整蒙混的一千多年,這就是傳統觀念!

舊的思想往往是阻礙社會進步的一大根源,想要突破,就得有童真的思維,要勇於思考,勇於突破!因此,今天的這個故事,不再是晴天想著小女兒有生意,雨天想著大女兒有生意了,這是一種自欺其人的想法,不如讓大女兒也賣點布鞋,讓小女兒也賣點雨傘!讓資源互補,互利雙贏,生意才能越做越好,財源才能越鋪越廣!人才能真正地好起來,心情才能真正地快樂起來,又何必自欺欺人呢!

所以,現在我只能對女兒說:“其實,你已經找到自己的快樂了!”

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October
21

一地碎片

General | newstv | October 21, 2010,07:56

最痛心莫過於自己始終看重,一直珍愛的東西在你毫無預感的一瞬間被人像砸瓷瓶一樣砸碎了。那“嘭”的一聲脆響,震得人心欲裂,砸得你欲哭無聲。當你回頭看時,已是滿地碎片。

那曾經的美麗,那曾經的溫暖,那曾經的浪漫……

我傷心得淚流滿面,雙膝跪地,久久不能喘息,彷彿一頭溺水的羔羊,掙扎著,想浮上水面,但渾身乏力,感覺就要死去。可我還是睜開了眼,撫摸著那片片形態各異的支離,仰天而泣。這就是我每日拭擦的精品嗎?這就是我精挑細選的寶藏嗎?怎麼就如此的脆弱?怎麼就經不起輕輕一碰?

都說人生無常,都說你越是害怕損壞的東西就越容易破損,你越是害怕發生的事情就越容易發生,就好似癌症曾經離我很遠很遠,卻冷不丁長在了母親身上一樣,不管你樂意不樂意,都無法抗拒。生活並不因為你是個好人而格外地青睞你眷顧你,命運也並不因為你柔弱而格外地開恩。當慾望長出了翅膀,當愛漸漸遠去,當思想有了另一個轉折,那曾經的愛巢就會漏雨,就會潮濕,就會發霉。

望著這還嶄新的屋子,我感覺透骨的冷,這裡的每一個角落都瀰漫著淫蕩之氣,都充斥著邪惡之吟。
  
我有些窒息,走到了窗台。風破窗而入,夾帶著細沙,飛進了我的眼裡,我用手揉了揉,沙子終沒能隨著眼淚流出,硌得我生生地痛。窗簾嬉戲地撩起拂在我的臉上,似乎對我的傷痛不以為然。我倚窗而立,眺望江面,見長江之水滾滾東流,我便想,從自古至今,這浩浩江水送走了多少風流,蕩滌了多少醜惡,淹沒了多少無奈?

天色隨著我的悲情漸漸地暗了下來,那些碎片依然絢麗卻閃著寒光,我試圖將這些碎片重新拾起,再度拼合。因為這份珍愛凝聚了我幾十年的心血和情感。我披頭散發著,雙手顫抖著,沒有了尊嚴,沒有了嬌羞,碎片將我的手划拉出許多的口子,血卻從心裡流出。
  
問世間情為何物?是風是月是雲是雨是露!轉瞬即逝,變幻莫測。而我,多麼希望情是一座大山,愛是一片厚土啊!
  
哦哦!事與願違,失敗已成事實!是繼續跪著,還是重新站起?是從此黯然,還是再整容顏?

我突然想起,自己除了是男人的妻子以外,還是父母的女兒,兒子的母親,弟妹們的姐姐。這些都是一個女性的角色。雖說我不再嫵媚,雖說我不再嬌柔。但是我那如月般皎潔的心,卻始終隱藏著一份清淒的希冀……
  
這幅破碎的圖景還能複原?顯然已不可能,有些碎片早已不知去向,那是永遠也找不回來的!即便是拼回去了,那也是傷痕斑駁。但無論如何,我不能讓它們散了一地。
  
轉身我去拿起了掃帚……

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September
15

我想要的,究竟是什麼?

General | newstv | September 15, 2010,04:29

出去看看,看看清晨的景象就知道:學生們背起了沉重的書包匆匆地趕往學校,目的是學習知識;教師拿著講義匆匆邁進教室,為的是傳授知識;醫生匆匆趕往醫院,為的是治病救人;農民拿著工具匆匆趕到田裡,目的是伺弄莊稼;工人匆匆趕往工廠,為的是生產東西……大家都是事情,都有自己的目標,都為了自己的目標在忙碌。
  
我也在忙碌,我是一個人在忙碌,孤獨地忙著。我本來也是正常的人,而且我還有家庭。可是我選擇了獨自出來,孤獨地忙著自己認為該忙的事情。我為了自己的理想吧。可是,我的理想是什麼,我要達到什麼程度才算達到了自己的理想?夜半無眠的時候,我總是問自己:我究竟想要什麼?
  
我究竟在追求什麼,我怎樣才可以把自己的追求塑造成一個具體的形象,方便我理清它的脈絡?
  
清晨起來的時候,我總是顧不上其它,連梳理一下思緒,想想先做什麼也不用。我的安排總是固定的,一成不變的。我無須多想,只要按照順序來就可以,沒有一點差錯。我緊張地忙碌,按部就班,從來沒有改變的時候。
  
等到一切都收拾好了的時候,我慢慢回頭。發現今天工作的完成,離我計劃的實現近了一步。在一瞬間,我很感激我剛才的工作了。我心中一直存在的迷茫,無法出口的苦悶,在這一瞬間似乎給了我一個交代:自己想要的是一種對於自己所定的計劃實現後的幸福。是的,自己想要的是那種達到願望後的滿足。一直以來的困惑,是因為自己的渺小把。渺小到這種感覺一說出來就沒有了力度,沒有了反應。
  
是的,在命運的面前,我必須接受自己的渺小和無能為力了。面對這個,就算自己再怎麼爭強好勝,也是沒有分辨和控制的能力的了。這些事情,我永遠無法解釋和說清。
  
在這個世界上,很多事情都是無法說清的,很多事物都是無法描畫的。誰都無法把它精確,無法把它表達。說出來的往往和它的本質面目差距很大,無法捕捉。下一個準確的定義就更難了,所以我還是明白了。一直困擾在我心中的焦慮和不安,痛苦和無奈都是沒有必要了。世界上的事情無法解釋,也沒有必要解釋。
  
我所做的,不過是遵循了這一個規律,按照這個程序而已。時間是要流失的,今天的得到意味著明天的失去,今天的彌補沒有挽救昨天的錯誤,今天的幸福換來的可能是明天的悲傷。只是,我都努力過了,我認真地對待過了,這就是收穫吧。
  
面對這個,我認真和努力過的痕跡,這個我得到的結果,似乎給了我一個回答,那就是我沒有浪費時光。這是我得到的回應,得到的共鳴。我還是發現,我沒有白白生活,我不再那樣地孤單和寂寞了。
  
可是,我還是禁不住問自己:我想要的,就是這個結果嗎?
  
我想把握的,是不是我提筆時這種剖析自己的震動?是不是這種朦朦朧朧的哀傷和淡泊?
  
那麼,我想要的,究竟是什麼?

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August
13

秋風落葉

General | newstv | August 13, 2010,04:45

秋色漸濃。
  
一陣風起。落葉滿地,隨風而舞。
  
慢慢行走,心事擱淺。

不禁想起那個帶著千年滄桑的古城。那個清冷的夜,一起走過水邊,笑著說快要打苞的桃花,笑著說霓虹下古舊的現代風景,然後在風中小坐,無聲地,看遠處燈火闌珊。
  
我的生命裡還有期待的永遠嗎?當我對著有你的方向痴痴地凝望的時候,是不是我該明白那一天我轉身的時候,早已經各自天涯?
  
你還知道我的心情嗎?

若還知道,你該知道,這時候,我在看秋風落葉,我在想念。
  
風很輕,可是依然飄飛著枯黃的梧桐葉。

還沒有好好地去體會春的嫵媚夏的熱烈,一場秋雨,已是落花流水匆匆,歲月舊去。
  
天上人間。

別笑我,請你一定不要笑我。我真的還可以感覺到你的繾綣,和你繾綣在那場雨裡的濃情。
  
我可以感覺到,真的。
  
記憶裡依舊有昔日的風景。可是啊,人去,樓已空。

俗世裡一場遇見,有時候,不過是讓人們都看清彼此的心。

便獨自在風中張望了,竭力想看清一些看不清的東西,只是潮來潮已經褪去,淡了,更淡了。

什麼時候開始故意路過這裡的呢?我已經忘記了。我只知道,不知不覺的時候,便喜歡這條街了。

秋至。

薄涼時節,昨日種種,是不是終成懷念?
  
千帆過盡……

站在淺秋,我取筆寫一些心情,關於你,關於想念。

落筆處,只有一行字:“有生之年,願你我都能時常歡顏。”

 

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July
10

心底梅花絡

General | newstv | July 10, 2010,04:24

誰惹相思,令這熱情似火的夏日多了幾許愁悵?幾聲長嘆?幾滴眼淚?遠梢黛眉,氤氳的天空從何處吹來幾絲涼風?稍許安慰?些許呢喃?

有的人說:愛看書的人,是一個多情的人。也許我就是這樣的人,看花花有淚,看物物有情,看天天有意。自己雖不是什麼才子俊男,但也愛不釋卷,常常被書中的詩詞誘惑著,被書中的故事傷感著,被繾綣的文字吸引著。因此,也常常喜歡寫一些傷感的文字,寫一些傷感的心情,寫一些相思的文章。其實,寫一些傷感的文字、傷感的心情和傷感的文章,並不是自己遇到了什麼人、什麼事、思念誰而痛苦,而是喜歡,喜歡這種傷感刺痛的感覺,喜歡這種悲天憫人的情懷,喜歡這種相思成殤的心情。我不是故意寫一些憂傷的文字去感動誰?去吸引誰的眼球?或者讓讀者來這兒流下幾滴眼淚?這不是我寫作的初衷。我只想用這些文字來表達我的心情,只想用這些文字去感受生活中的酸甜,只想寫寫人間曾被感動的角落。

喜歡看傷感的文字,喜歡聽傷感的音樂。這種喜歡始於小學,愛上初中。那時看到傷感的文字、聽到傷感的音樂,就像是前世的宿命一樣,心痛神癡不能逃離。心中隱隱約約地感到,這種宿命將伴我一生。 “閒卻鞦韆索,寂寞梨花落”。我有時喜歡獨處,喜歡在清靜之處,用自己獨到的觀察去寫這個世界,去感知外面的人和事,用自己的心情去丈量人間冷暖的尺度。

世上讓人最痛的事,莫過於日日為他(她)情思所奄,而她(他)卻渾然不知。這種痛源於心底,與臉容身形無關。就像泰戈爾所說的:世界上最遠的距離,就是我站在你面前,而你卻不知道我愛你!世界上最遠的距離,就是明明知道我愛你,而你卻不能同我在一起。
  
淡泊以明志,寧靜以致遠。其實,我們靜下心來,看看這個花花的世界,看看面前走過的匆匆人流,看看鬱鬱蔥蔥的花草,看看簷角飛來飛去的燕子,就會明白,人生並不是宿命情簿,只要順其自然,一切皆可安然。心中的痛只是一種心境所致,只要把握“淡遠”兩個字,諸事便順了。
  
子惠思我,褰裳涉溱。子不思我,豈無他人?這是古代的一個少女指著她愛的人,劈頭就甩下兩句擲地有聲的話說:你若愛我,就涉溱水來找我,你若不愛,難到這世上就沒有別的男人了嗎。是呀,如果這個古代少女真的用無所顧忌地心態看待這個世界,煩惱就沒了,痛也就沒了。其實這個少女是打情罵俏,責怪愛人罷了,她心中的情結何嘗不是痛呢?

也許生活中你我皆做不到淡遠二字,那就在心底打個梅花絡,厚道地過好一生吧。

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June
22

駱甸漁歌

General | newstv | June 22, 2010,03:53

白馬湖心有一名曰駱甸的漁島。島上居住著近百戶人家,這裡離湖的東岸、西岸、北岸均約五公里的等距離。島上這些人家終年以打魚為生,每家都有兩三條小漁船。早年島上除了簡易的草棚外,其餘空間就是曬魚網的草灘,還有一半人家長年棲息在漁船上,這里人不問政治,不談國事,很少與外界接觸,世世代代撒網捕魚,可謂是被人們被社會遺忘的桃花源。

建國初,岸上成立了農業社,而這裡多年卻未被相關政府收編。因為東西南北均分屬四縣交鄰,屬於四不靠,因此幾縣相互推託,駱甸一直沒有具體歸屬。加之四面環水,交通不便,信息不通,也沒有相關農業領導人去管理他們這些飄蕩的漁民。計劃經濟時代,岸上糧油農民自己還不夠供應,哪級政府願意多加負擔自尋煩惱呢。

後來,由於西岸洪澤縣的岔河集市繁榮,駱甸人經常划船趕集,便主動投靠算是岔河的一個漁村單位,但都以自治為主,他們自己選出乾部來管理自己,鎮上很少參與行政管理。

與水為鄰,與魚為伴,安分守紀,安分從業。樂哉悠哉。世世代代駱甸人有著一種原始的滿足感,都有一種莫名的快樂和驕傲。

有了滿足和驕傲,也就會出現一種自慰文化,漁島的文化積澱就是他們世世代代傳唱悠美怡然的漁歌。多少年來漁歌瀰漫在蘆葦深處,繚繞在織網灘頭,相隨著漁火點點,有時低沉,有時激越,但更多的則是原生態的清甜蕩漾。

說實話,我認識駱甸就是從聆聽漁歌開始的。那是上世紀七十年代末,我這群眾文化一兵就迷上鄉土民歌,手頭儘管掌握多首原生態民歌資料,就是缺憾漁歌成份。於是我帶著獵奇心態,蕩舟飄到島上,著手收集那些鮮為人知、未見天日的標準白馬湖漁歌。

那次上島,正逢梅雨季節,沒想到遇風遇雨,一時難以回岸,只好安營扎寨,一住就是三天。巧遇漁村小學的小夏老師,這位漁家少女天姿質麗,才思敏捷,很有民間文化素養,成了我漁歌文化的引路人和好幫手。她為我引薦了好幾位老民歌手,使我輕車熟路很快就收到了十幾首白馬湖漁歌和一些從外地水鄉落戶到此地的客地漁歌。

駱甸雖然居落在白馬湖中心,幾乎與世俗隔絕,但島上人所唱的漁歌質次卻較高,從調式看,有歡快的《水功鼓》,這是好多條漁船圍攏在一方水面進行集體剿捕時群體合唱的勞動漁歌。原始伴奏有打擊樂鍤缽和板梆,在有節奏的敲打聲裡,從好多條漁船上輪番交替地發出嘶喊式的唱腔和道白。歌詞古老而蒼桑,但又富有知識韻味。將鯉魚、草魚、白條子魚、胡頭鯊、埋頭烏(烏魚)等魚類生活方式及捕撈方法用順口溜形式一一道來,白描中帶點寫意,呆板中看到靈活。聽完一曲,就等於給你上了一堂捕魚知識課。

就在那一次我還聽到了委婉含蓄的《十八歲大姐放老鴉(魚鷹)》、《妹妹織網哥撒網》等漁家情歌。前一首歌詞是用魚鷹捕魚的奉獻精神來示意愛情的直白,後一首則是把漁網比喻成情網網住了情郎小哥哥的春心。唱腔婉約纏綿,帶有純情的挑逗,放而不縱,溫馨悠遠。展示了小漁島所特有情感遺風的衝動和波瀾,既引人融情動容,又極富有鄉野趣俗的詩意。是鄉土傳統漁歌中珍品。

如果單從歌詞藝術去領略,這些漁歌有好多首都表現原始作者獨具匠心的高妙,有借助誇張的“打條魚兒三尺三”,有擬人的“魚美人”、“鰱魚鬍子白頭翁”,有隱喻借代的“魚人也動情”、“金絲鯉魚翹刮刮”,還有牽思流盼的“半夜裡魚打挺,撒網要小心”等等令人耳目一新,耐人尋味。漁島上的漁歌,內容多是以魚為定格的描寫素材,簡直是一道以魚為主原料的美味野餐。由於熟悉了駱甸漁歌,後來我曾帶隊請民協界的老師及同仁上過湖島,他們都感到收穫很大,勝利而歸。

那一次一直等到第三天下午,雨過天晴,我才帶著豐盛的收穫離開駱甸漁島。熱情的小夏老師劃著小船把我送至岸邊,那含情脈脈的笑靨和神采奕奕的春芳一直珍藏在我青春的記憶深處。她唱著甜美的漁家小曲飄然離去,我注目送別,看著她那矯健的水鷗般背影,悵然至極,漸漸遠去。

多少年過去了,新世紀伊始,上級宣傳文化部門又鼓動起挖掘漁歌的春潮,這時的我再次臨島采風,事過境遷,早年那些老歌手們都相繼謝世,小夏也隨青壯年漁民遷徙他鄉發展,很難再採擷到精品遺珠,不覺惆悵迷茫,啊,熟悉的駱甸漁歌,思念的漁家妹子,你在哪裡?你是否還會來到我的眼前?

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